Baby....

I don't know how and when in the back of my mind this dream of having you in my life evolved. I did not realize I had this strong feelings for you. Neither did I know that I had wanted you this badly nor did I know that I will await your coming with such impatience.

But now, after 4 months of having you in my womb, the only thing I can think about is you and only you. I keep thinking- how you will look, how you will talk, how you will smile, what all you will like to eat, will you be more like me or more like your papa.....

I think of you so much and at times I worry whether I am going to pamper you and make you a spoilt brat!!! or whether I will be a strict mamma and make you hate me?!? Everybody tells me parenting is not so exciting- they say its tiring and trying! They say we shouldn't expect anything in return from you-that there will be rewarding moments only once in a blue moon... I hear them. Do you? If you do, then hear this too- I don't mind if you will give us extra rewarding moments than normal!!! :D

Your papa tells me that I am still a baby- He even calls me "baby"!!! And I still think at times your papa acts like a baby. You know what, I think we both will grow up along with you :)

We both are waiting for you... Hey, don't trouble me much when you come all right... and after you come also... be good :) We love you.

With lots of love,
Your Mamma